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[Jan. 9th, 2005|05:54 pm] |
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wow, it has been like ten years since i wrote. I bet everyone just stopped reading my journal. So umm yea nothing has really changed with my life.. it still pretty much sucks. There has been some good things though. But ofcourse they always follow with something bad. Well only two more months until florida, kristen i am soooo excited. We are gonna go shopping and get a bunch of like matching out fits. Ya, i know were dorks but we have fun. So my christmas was soooo sweet. I got a car. woo hoo. But x mas was also a bummer. Well my mom was suppose to come and my brother and i slaved over my stove all day and i had to take care of my dad cuz he got the flu, so ya, it was the best and worst x mas. So umm, lets see what else to say. well my new years resolution is to lose weight.. ofcourse as is every other girls. But i really want to gain muscle, i dont mind staying big as long as its muscle and not jiggle. so i was reading my past journals and i said some weird ass shit. Like i was saying how i realized how much i liked wiley, but yea, i think he's gay. no offense but guys just dont go get there eye brow's waxed and care so much about the other stuff that i wont mention. ok well enough about him. So ya, i wish i had a guy in my life. like i know i have had my share of boyfriends, but they always end up hurting me and i fell like i cant trust guys anymore. Maybe its me. Im just really ugly, stupid, and i dont know, please someone tell me what is wrong with me. Am i that bad to go out with. Whatever now im depressed. Im just gonna go to my room and cry now. Bye. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2004|08:37 pm] |
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I just dont know. Nothing as usual is going right in my life. AP history sucks, I have an E. Thats never happened, I never had a C before. Im stupid, history just doesnt stick in my head. My dad and I are fighting constantly and its getting worse and worse, some of you know about it. I miss Wiley. I never knew how much I liked him until we broke up. Were still talking and he has helped me out with a lot of stuff lately. I cant help but always remember how my dad and I use to be. I was daddy's little girl and I said I would never leave his side. But now I am trying to leave, and it just makes me cry. I miss my mom, and my brother. Why are they choosing all the bad decisions in life.. God they are so stupid. glhhglhlkshlkg. god im just so mad and sad at the same time. I just want help. I also miss my friends. Laura, melanie, they were my friends and we just are growing apart and I have changed and I can tell they really just dont like me anymore. But I will always have Kristen. Kristen I want you to know just how much I appreciate you being there for me. I care about you so much and you have just been the greates friend I think anyone could ever ask for. I dont think I would be still living on this earth if it wasnt for you. Thank you from my whole heart. THANK YOU. I am changing my life and there is a lot of positive and negatives to this change. Kristen, Stephanie, Jayme, Sam, Wiley, you all have helped me sooo much and you dont even know. I have grown to be more mature and responsible because of you and I thank all of you with every inch of my soul. I have found the real me and you helped. The old depressed all the time Danielle is gone and a new mature and sorry more mommyish Danielle is here. I know melanie, laura, and sara dont like the mom but she is stayin. Sorry guys. Well my stomach is still hurting and I am going to try and attempt to do my homework. Again thank you to all of you. |
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| Told you I would write back |
[Oct. 31st, 2004|08:42 am] |
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Hello, well I had a pretty fun time Friday and Saturday. Friday I went to my best friend kristens house and it was a blast. She got so much cool stuff. Then Saturday or yesterday Jayme wanted me to come over so bad and so did I so I call my dad and he said no!!!! I was so mad cuz I didnt do anything wrong. Then finally my dad gave in after I b****ed a lot. So Wiley then came over but just hurried home cuz he didnt want to get in trouble with any cops cuz it was devils night. Yea so. I think it was one or two then I got really tired and Jayme and I went to bed. I fell right asleep. But me I dont sleep in a lot and thats why I am up and on the computer at 8:45 in the morning. No one is up in there house and I feel weird but I think its funny. So my plans for today HALLOWEEN are to have fun with someone during the day and go to a scary movie with Wiley later today. I dont know what the chances are of me actuallu doing anything, hopefully they are good. My dad might not be mean today but hey you can never tell with my dad. I could have done something that he actually did and just blame me. That happens a lot. Ok well im thirsty and Im gonna get something to drink. Bye...Until next time.. |
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[Oct. 29th, 2004|08:00 pm] |
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hey well i havet wrote in such a long time, sorry! not that n e 1 looks at mine except for u steph. lol. So yea so um mike is over just wanted to tell u that. now its wiley, yea its not that great. so im at kristens b day party fun!!! laura and melanie r sitting next to me right now and i really dont want them here. jk so yea um i will right again.. |
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| nothing goes right in my lfe |
[Sep. 23rd, 2004|11:59 pm] |
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Wow well he still hasnt talked to me. I think I get the message. Ok so we had a game today yah we won but last 25 sec of the game I hurt my ankle and I end up in the hospital, they said i almost fractured it an that i pulled a tendon or some shit like that. w.e. it hurts like hell. I dont think im going to school tomorro. i can bareley walk plus i got home not to long ago an i wasnt able to study for the ap history test. omg, this sucks. Still dont have a date for homecoming. HELP. I really want one. Rachel be my date. wow you wrote like 7 times. lol. Oh jamie and steoh when i got x rays your sister was the person that gave me the x rays. she was like i have sisters at melvindale and i was like who? she was like jamie and stephanie. I was like omg i know them. yah!! There my friends!!! lol. so yah. now i cant play in my game tomorro an we are facing willow run. man they are really good and i wanted to play.
ok well im pretty tired an im expectin a phone call i ttyl. bye. |
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| I AM PISSED |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|10:07 pm] |
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I AM MAD AT YOU AN I THINK YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I THOUGHT YOU CARED BUT YOU ARE A STUPID SON OF A IM GONNA KILL YOU. I HOPE YOU HAD FUN WITH "JESSICA" TONIGHT. AAAAAHHHHHH I AM SO MAD. STEPHANIE I CANT WAIT TO GET THE CONVERSATION. WANNA HELP ME BEAT HIM UP? LOL. OK WELL ON TO ANOTHER SAD SUBJECT. I DONT HAVE N E ONE FOR HOMECOMING. I WANTED TO GO WITH THIS GUY BUT HE SAYS HE DOESNT WANT TO GO AND ITS HIS SENIOR YEAR!!! STUPID. THANX FOR TRYIN TO HELP SHIMA AND DOHA. LOL. THEN THERE IS THIS OTHER GUY AN HES REALLY MOODY I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I WANNA GO WITH HIM. BUT YEA NO ONE WANTS TO GO WITH ME CUZ IM FAT AN UGLY SO YEA, NOW IM WONDERIN IF I SHOULD EVEN GO. I DONT HAVE N E MONEY SO I DONT KNOW HOW IM GONNA PAY FOR N E THING. IF YA WANNA HELP ME OUT OR KNOW A GUY THAT NEEDS A DATE HEY PUT IN A GOOD WORD, AND BE NICE ON YOUR DECISIONS. OK WELL MB I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. THANX FOR NOTHIN, AND YOU SUCK AT COOKING, DRIVING, AND KISSING. OK MAYBE NOT THE KISSING, LOL, HEY YOU GOTTA GIVE HIM SOME CEDIT, I THINK HE ACTUALLY LIKED ME IN THE BEGINNING. BUT YEA I AM SO MAD AT YOU. YOU HAVE SOME SPLAINING TO DO!!! I LOVE LUCY!! OK WELL TTYL. BYE |
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[Sep. 10th, 2004|08:59 pm] |
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Well today was boring. I got a lot of sleep the night before yet I was still tired. Its the weekend thank god, but I have to stupid AP history homework, I seriously hate that class. Oh, for those of you that now why i have bn sad i think i might break it off it you know what i mean. I have realized its probably the right thing to do even if it will be really hard. Yesterday at the b ball game mr. pruner was there and he showed me this shirt and said that they were the new varsity v ball jerseys. He told me to try it on and it might be my size, i started laughing cuz he thinks i will be on varsity and im just hoping. I know if i make varsity i wont be lpaying that much..at all. my friends are telling me if i want to play go to jv. I dont know what i should do. HELP. So yeah I really dont have ne thing else to say. ILL TTYL. bYE |
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[Sep. 4th, 2004|11:25 pm] |
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Well yesterday was the worst day, my dad and i went to visist mary and her parents and friends at thios campground and we werent planning on staying the night. Well my dad went and got drunk and so everyone knew we couldnt let my dad drive so me and mary said we would sleep in the back of my explorer and my dad would sleep in the camper. Well me and mary not knowing what we were going to get our selves into we started to sleep in the back but we began to notice every second we were gettin bit by mosquitos. Lets just say i seen 6 in the morning and i have no less than 30 mosquito bites!!! fun huh. So yeah that wasnt to much funn. Well i am gonna go take some niquill and pass out, im addicted to niquill but i dont think i spell it right. ok well i will talk to you later. Bye. |
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| I hated today |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|12:11 am] |
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Well today was the first ady of school. That was ok until 3 hour. Mrs. Kelly ap history, she said she only got 1 of my assignments over the summer which pisses me off because I did all of them and not just my computer but a lot of other peoples comp messed up and she didnt get their assignments, it makes me mad. So I had to re the last two assignments all over cuz somehow they got erased and i started at 3 today and just finished, i had to go to b ball practice for two hour but you take that out and i was doin history for 7 hours how fricken crazy is that. I am so tired I cant keep my eyes open so im going to sleep. Hey first b ball game is tomorro, JV!! Honey I love you!!! I will ttyl!! Bye |
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| Im sad |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|10:25 pm] |
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Ok well none of you know my boyfriend and its going to stay that way. No offense. Well the past couple times that he was suppose come see me he hasnt been able to. I understand that they are for a reason, but I miss him, I want to hug him. I actually feel like he doesnt want to be with me anymore. I dunno, maybe Im wrong. I guess I have to talk to him about it, but Im scared what if he gets mad at me for thinking that. Ok well back to good news. Well my boyfriend has a big day tomorro, maybe one of the biggest of his life. I know that he is gonna make it, he is one of the best, good luck sweetie, even though you dont need it. Well I have three days to memorize all of the presidents, fun!!! I have a test the first day of school, can you believe that. I have to carry a book to the first ady of school. This sucks. Why did I sign up for AP History, I hate history, I seriously am stupid for doing this. Well I will probably write back later tonight and if not hopefully tomorro. My boyfriend wont be here so I will be alone and have nothing better to do. Well good luck tomorro, you know who you are. Bye. |
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